I LEFT HIM BUT HE NEVER LEFT ME, is the true story about a captivating but intensely unpredictable voyage through the life of an innocent young girl. This vulnerable young life aimlessly drifted onto an unknown but devilishly alluring path, which snatched then powerfully clamped down on this unsuspecting life with its hellishly firm grip. Being blindly enthralled with her new world, this naive young life quickly became ensnared and then bound by its web of lies she was no longer able to clearly see through.

Being owned by the strongholds of this tenacious darkness and suffocating in its clutches, she still never lost the flicker of Light that was so deeply rooted down within her very being. Even during these cursed and bizarre afflictions that she was thrust into, that eerily haunting realm between life and death, she halfheartedly reached out to this Light with a despairing cry struggling to survive deaths sting! But still drowning in this pain and obscurity she was held prisoner to, she plummeted even deeper back into its sinking abyss.

But then a point in time came, though she being oblivious to it, that this spark of Light which was buried so deep within her, began to gradually, but at the same time, increasingly rise up from within. The mercy of this Light became greater than her or the darkness which had grievously held her prisoner for decades. This gracious and merciful Light began to lovingly lift her up and cradle her while, unbeknownst to her, tenderly guiding her moment by moment which caused her to begin seeing her life in a positive light. 

Because of the brightness of this Light she was becoming aware that there was honest-to-goodness hope for her. Hope for her future. Her dreams became real and within reach. This glorious Light from within had begun to brake then destroy the chains of the vicious strongholds that held her in captivity for so many years.

This same magnificent Light took hold of and flipped over her destructive and disastrous life. Then by His mercy, once again, encouraged her to share her story with others who are still in the grip of this bondage. He led her to write the book, I LEFT HIM BUT HE NEVER LEFT ME! This Light who is now my King, LORD and Savior Jesus Christ, loves you too and desperately wants to give you this same freedom from bondage that He mercifully gave me. That’s Who He is and why He came! To set us FREE!                                                                                                               
                                                                        -Marilyn M. Biesel


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"Intense, unpredictable, raw and jaw dropping are all words that come to mind when you read Marilyn's book, "I Left HIM But He Never Left Me." The story of her journey of grace; away from Christ then back again is one that many people, both men and women alike, can relate to personally. Whether your journey has taken you far from Him or just a few short steps away, this book will speak to your soul like few others will. The triumph of the cross is evident in every chapter. Marilyn is truly a trophy of God's grace and her desire is to see as many people as possible become His "trophies" for His glory!"


Rev. Hutch Matteson
Pastor for over 30 years
President, The PIER Foundation
www.pierfoundation.org

ALL WWP'S 
Welcomed Here!
So Who Is This Book, I Left HIM 
But He Never Left Me, 
For You May Be Asking?

For those who Need hope for a better life.
                        Want a good life and are willing to fight for it.
                        Want to go on an-out of this world-adventure.
                        Just keep screwing up in life.
                        Like to go on wild roller-coaster rides.
                        Want to be inspired to live a better life.
                        Are sick, need healing and faith to survive.
                        Are suffering from depression or self-pity.
                        Need stirring up of their faith.
                        Choose to live a better-quality life.
                        13 years old & up. 
                        Loved ones in bondage of addiction & abuse,
                         but wants them freed from this captivity.
                        Unforgiveness in hearts that's destroying lives.

Know Anyone Like This?
“Victory Is Mine!”

Many are called--but few are chosen. Why? Because only 
few will follow God! 
And I’m following God!  
{Matthew 22:14}

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Excuses build houses of failure! 
I talk The Word of God 
not the problem!

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If I do things the world’s way 
I’ll get the world’s results! 
If I do things God’s way 
I’ll get God’s results!

~~~~~
It has been taught by The Father that pride will make excuses. 
But humility will make adjustments! I won’t be un-teachable!

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I thank You God that You give me “Victory” through my Lord Jesus Christ! {1 Corinthians 15:57}

Excerpt Page 5 of 
The I SPEAK Life Book
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                    I Left HIM 
          But HE Never Left Me
                        AND
                 The I SPEAK 
                     Life Book

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and email address' will never be sold or given to anyone.
-Marilyn Biesel​  
This website is dedicated to 
and protected by 
The Blood of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!
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I would like to Welcome you and thank you for taking your time to visit my website.

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It would be an absolute 
honor to sow both 
of these Books as 
seeds into your life 
"FREE of CHARGE!"
 Also, I will cover the
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in the world!

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Marilyn M. Biesel
Marilyn and her husband 
Rev. Bruce Biesel
Also have a Healing Ministry at
GOD'S Healing Zone
International Healing Ministries
         www.GODShealingzone.com
email Marilyn@GODShealingzone.com
(Please be sure to include Country)
and I will send you both 
books right away!


I Left Him 
But He Never Left Me

is a true story about choices, 
survival and freedom.

It's a story of Hope and a future. 

It is also a testimony of how God's grace allowed me to survive deaths string and come out on top. 

If I, a "25 year veteran" of addiction can be freed from captivity to bondage, then anyone can! -Marilyn 


Also, The I SPEAK Life Book

is a Power Packed Pocket Size 
70 page Booklet of faith-filled words Marilyn has collected and stood on 
for years for healing, freedom from strongholds and more! 
You'll have VICTORY
 in your life with
 the help of both theses books 
glory to GOD!​


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